Burn marks everywhere on my pale skin as I walk on Burning sand beneath my feet as I stumble through this nightmare Ive been asleep for years when will I finally wake up Have I died in bed Have I gotten a shot to the head Why cant I wake up I want to see the sunlight again Not just a sky of gray I want the sun to shine back through white clouds and never see them gray again I want to never see the ocean next to the bloodied beach I walk on crimson I shut my eyes tight and try to blink the sleep away But when I open them theres the crimson sea And where can a girl go when shes lost and alone Where will I go Stop the bleeding flow I reach up to wipe away tears but my hand burns and when I bring it back down Im not surprised to see theyre blood not clear likes tears should be I want to blink and see regular tears and pretend it never happened I want to wake up But forever trapped I am I fall to the ground Ill never be found and my legs are too weak to go on And blood leaks out of my mouth and stains the ground crimson and I close my eyes Why cant I die Why cant I just wake up and cry