Eternally
Registered: Sep 16, 2010 2:27 AM

ID: 91257
Title: User
Name: Heyy !
Gender: Female
Eem: 0
Pet choice: Ignore
eeMail: Send eeMail
Forum posts: Forum posts
Achievements: Member
Last seen: 738 weeks, 2 days, 9 hours, 43 minutes ago

This is Forever.

Q: Do you cyber?
A: No, sorry.

Q: Can I have some eem?
A: For...?

Q: Can we be friends?
A: Lets talk first, then we'll see.

Q: What's your name?
A: Go back here and read.

Q: What's up?
A: The ceiling.

Q: How old are you?
A: Go back here and read.


About Forever:
Music: Piano is my favorite instrument. I'm taking lessons from Jeff, my third piano teacher. He's an amazing pianist and I hope I'll be able to play like him too. He writes his own music though he's foolish enough not to put it on his youtube account. I want to learn how to compose my own music and to play more fluidly, not so much robotically. Music is 60%+ of my heart. I spend over two and half hours a night practicing the piano. This time does not include the practice I do at school.
Loves: I have a few things I love to do. I love to play and listen to music, write, and be with friends the most. Learning a new song to play on marimba or the piano, or anything else, is also something I love to do. I also like to take pictures, mostly scenic pictures, and draw.
Hates: I hate being alone, even when I say I want to be alone, I don't mean it. Hate when people judge me, but I remind myself that everyone judges someone. I hate the fact that I get stressed and frustrated when I practice something so long that I overthink it and can't play it unless I zone out. I also hate that overthink things. I hate being anemic.
Fears: I fear a lot of things. I can't help it, I'm paranoid. I fear that people, including my friends, really don't like me at all. I fear that I annoy people. I have a great fear of heights and spiders.
Weird/Random Facts: I can be in the worst mood imaginable, but the moment someone starts playing with my hair I'm calm. Sweatshirts are like my security blanket, I feel the most comfortable when I'm wearing one. Piano music also soothes me, calms me down.

That's it. If you want to know more, which there's a lot more to learn about me, send me an eeMail and become my friend, and after a while I'll tell you anything you'd like to know. I will hardly ever be on this account, so please, go to my Forever account and eeMail me. Thank you.
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-My Heart is Gone-
I've been looking in the mirror for far too long,
That I've began to wonder, where has my heart gone?
But looking back, my hear it black;
So why should it matter if it is shattered?
No one cares how I feel for my heart will not heal.
I am nothing more than a ghoul, and nothing more than a lost soul.
Looking in the mirror for so long will lead you to wonder,
'Where has my heart gone?'