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New La Resistace!!!
we shall controll the world!!!

our members are:
me
flameebird
Cats_Totally_Rule
Paris13






eemail me to join.
my current targets:
everyone not in la resistance!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!

people i pelted(don't worry,unless youre an enemy i won't pelt you):
Super_Knuckles
mackinack
dominator
moosh
adam
and good ol' general wesc


















funny things said on chats:
Quote:
Are we talking about Moosh playing with mouse balls? Isn't beastiality illegal?

ha,ha,and again i say ha!!!
Quote:
Heh. *marries his kitty*

i maried my dog once*starts to ponder*
Quote:
Yes, our children are becoming whores and sluts at young ages.

Damn that rap music!

don't ask me what thats about!

Quote:
*Patpat* You oughta get that medication sorted out, hon...

yes i should!
people i would let in my house if i knew them in real life:
--SpeedSkater
hmm,thats it


I am a fan of poetry, so here is a collection of mine
the knife in my back,
how could i relax?!?
a lifeof despair, bloood everywher,
can you not tell,
that i've been through hell?!?

what ever hapened to me??
i was never really happy.

i was never abused,
nor often amused,
i write to get out,
of this world and shout:
What the heck happened to me-ee?!?!
i was never really happy
put you mind on the she;f,
away from yourself,
and everything else,
its good to get out, and you can just shout:
What the heck happened to me???


this one i fund from cotton_candy03:
Fantasy….


Fantasy is growing strong
Never right
Never wrong
Always scaring me to death
Even when I took my first breath.
Looking here and looking there
Wind is blowing through my hair
Flying straight over the sea
Unknown voices calling me



I can see the fantasy
It can often frighten me
As I’m dreaming in my sleep
Usually can make me weep
As the people stare at me
I don’t know what they can see
A girl was on a shopping spree
She started to flee
Straight towards me
She asked me were I got my wings
I said I’ve always had these things
When I wake up
Around midnight
I start to sob
I start to cry
I wonder why I have this life
The pain inside stings like a knife
I’m dreaming, dreaming
what I think
My life is dark and black like ink
When I pray to god at night
I ask him why I have this life

I can see the fantasy

I can see the fantasy


I can see the fantasy


I can see the fantasy!


spirits455's work of art:
Rain
Spilt, splat, drip drop
Tiny drops of rain fall…….



Rain cloud come my way
Rain cloud come
Rain cloud don’t leave me
Rain cloud all dark and gloomy;
but all bright and sunny
Rain cloud make the rain fall down


Rain falls down all drippity drop
Rain falls down; all around
You can’t stop its ways


Rain falls all around you
Rain falls so swift and smooth like
Rain falls, tiny but strong like
Rain falls…you can’t stop its ways

Spilt, splat, drip drop
Tiny drops of rain fall

spirts455's other work of art:
Forever
A flower grows, while the wind blows
The seeds while live forever
The trees grow high, the clouds drift in
It made its destiny to reach the sky; its spirit will live forever
An animal give birth and so will another
The cycle will live forever
You can watch the flower die and live
As you grow old and perish, your spirit will drift in the wind unnoticed
Everything will live forever, if you give it a chance.
by spirits455:
Life and Death Alike

The mountains will rise
And the sun shines bright
In the land of water and earth

Animals will die
Grasses will grow
In the land that we all roam

Every tree will die
Every tree will live
In the land of fire and wind

Creatures will die
And Creatures will live
We all need to see

Death is power
Life is nature
We all need to believe

Life is power
Death is nature
We all need to understand

Rivers will flood
Oceans will dry
We all need to take care

Humans destroy
Humans will help
We all need to care

Life goes in a straight line all around
Death follows in its path
While every man and women is born to die

Life has no boundaries
Death will conquer
We all need to see
from spirits455:
Pretend

You pretend to share my heart, to share my happiness to share all but sadness. You were there for me for all those rainy days when I was down. I dedicated part of my heart for you, part of my soul, part of life. But when you tell me the truth it explodes all in front of me. I cry over you, I cry over some idiot person half way across the globe, and I cry over a stupid friendship..

I lose all hope in trust and happiness, I lose all hope in you, I lose all hope in myself. I made this poem out of random, out of just boredom. I never thought I would have to look back at it, and say it’s true so many times.
another by spirits455:
Flames with Defeat

You brought me down to the lowest level, you brought me down hard. You sentenced me to live life in eternity without you. There are two kinds of hearts; the living, and the broken. In the living you play no part. In the broken you play no more then a little sliver. But in that sliver a scratch or cut can make a big difference. Sometimes though, those cuts and scratches will heal. But you cut me deep, deep within the sliver, unable to heal. But now the broken has lost a sliver, a precious yet tiny thing. You hold me down with your cuts and bruises. For now I have the look at defeat, but in my eyes, and in that missing sliver; the flames are rising.
spirits455's poem:
Wind
Far beyond the earth we know, something is happening. A tree breaks down. Dust flies every where. The birds loose their concentration and fly off course. Twigs, dust, sand, things of all kind fly in every direction. This strange gust of power and air is wind. Water spills, waves crash. The warm gust or tiny flow of the wind passes your hair and through your clothes. You feel the sudden warmth or the bone chilling teeth chattering feel. It flows past you through the leaves, the dust, and even the tiny cracks and holes of houses and windows and even rocks, even people. The strange gust of air is called wind; it flows through everything and passes everything in its pass. It has no boundaries and never will


_goddess792_'s masterpiece:
Bound
I am a witch bound to the steak
no one thinks i am a fake
they are right but i cant help but frown,
for theyre yelling 'Hereitic your going down!'
Twigs are placed around my feet,
all the town has come to meet
they light a torch and throw it down
the flames they start to spread around
my feet are crisping black with pain
this whole own has gone insain!
Even though i am a witch,
this pain is creating such a stich
the blazes now have reached my chest
its time that i be put to rest
my fate had been decied
but thier efforts must be ablided
fate is cruel this is the end
im fading...heavens send



ryans:
I feel the knife
Peircing my skin
Running slowly
Runny deeply
The soft tingle
Of the trickle of blood
Completing my need
For pain
The blood is coming
More at a time
The little trickle
Has now bled more
Wetting my arm
With this warm
Wet blood
Trickles now form
Branching off
The pain is to enjoy
Satisfy the hurt
Of my heart
Mending the harm
Emotionally done
Killing my hoped
Defeating my dreams
With one single
Trickle of blood


alisons:
If I had one wish
Would you make it come true?
If I gave you a chance
Would you give me one too?
If you made a promise to me
Would you keep your word?
If I say I love you
Would you be the one who heard?


poohpotpie 78's poem:
If i was a butterfly
Would you set me free?

If i sold my soul
Would you buy it back
for me?

If i built a fire
Would you guard the
flames?

If i said i loved you
Would you do the same?

clouded_gazes poem:
Near to the door,
He paused to stand,
As he took his glass ring,
Off her hand,
All who were watching,
Did not speak,
As a silent tear,
Ran down his cheek,
And through his mind,
The memorys ran,
Of the moments they walked,
And ran in the sand(hand in hand),
But now her eyes were terribly cold,
For he would never again have her hand to hold,
They watched in silence,
As he bent near,
And whispered the words "I luv u",
In her ear,
He touched her face,
And started to cry,
As he put on his ring,
And wanted to dye,
Just then the wind began to blow,
As they lowered her casket into the snow,
This is what happens,
To man alive,
When friends let friends,
Drink and drive!!!

darcey's:
Soldier

As the eve of the festival approaches
The soldiers march, mail-clad,
Their numbers diminished, through battlefield.

Their eyes are hollow, yet hold so much
Fear, pain, and sorrow.
Even the festival cannot brighten their spirits.

Countless have fallen at the hands
Of the enemy, and been avenged,
But even death seems not to matter anymore to them.

They are endlessly reliving all they
Have seen, silently expressing their misery
They don’t care that they might be next.

All that matters to them now
Is winning the fight, triumphing over their enemy,
Destroying those who have destroyed them.

goddesss_792's poem:
Every misery of mine has binded
I try to be glad, but that has been blinded
My life is like an animal that has been put down
Every time I think of the past, I cant help but frown.
Oh happy dagger on the floor please do so avenge me
After I do this mabye I will be free
The time has come to rest my soul
My life, its torn apart
My consince has been stolen
I think about it but i don't have a change of heart.
It's time to go, to be set free,
Oh Earth let me be
The dagger rests upoun my chest
I just put my self to rest,
There is blood covering the floor
Nobody rushes in the door, my body lays to rest.
pyans work, frozen in time:
I take a picture
Frozen in time
When it developes
I see it all
The way back
Covered in white
I see the truth
I feel the bite
Someone was there
Someone hid
Looking closer
It becomes clear
It is the one
The one from my dreams
He haunts them every night
I sit there wondering
How is it real
The dream is there
But I see it
Frozen in time
Which make me think
Is it a dream
Those nights I wait
Scared to sleep
It occurs to me now
That this picture
Tells me that this
Haunter of D=dreams
is real
Following me
Wherever I go
It wants to take me
Eat my soul
I must wait
Wait it out
I can't avoid it
I sit here
Wondering
When will it take me
Away from it all
As I stare at the
Photograph
Frozen In Time


satens grip, by ryan:
The pain
the suffer
Reaching out
Pulling
Closer in I move
I try to run
The grip is to hard
I hear the voice
Voice of death
I try to block it
out of my mind
But now I find
It's in my head
I try to convince
myself
its just a dream
but it seems so real
I try to awake
but I just can't
I now know
This dream is real
The voice gets louder
The pain more intense
The hands gripping
Tighter and Tighter
I can't resist
The dark red face
Appears from the fog
It speak with remorse
With a deep
Hating
Voice it speaks
It tells it is
My time to go
I try to get away
Now gripping tighter
It pulls me
Pulls me into the fog
I scream one last scream
And try to run
one last time...

gone by the gun, by ryan:
A gun in my hand
Pointed to my head
Cold sweat
Pouring down my face
My hands are like butter
My legs are of jello
I hold the trigger
Ready to pull
My hand starts shaking
My legs start wobbling
The fear of death
It becomes real
But alas
The fear of life
Is much greater than death
My finger moves
Pulling the trigger
Drenched in swear
I hear the shot
Now I lay
Lay on the floor
Blood oozing from my head
The pain so sore
I try to beg
Beg for my life
No one can hear me
But no one cares
I am now gone
Gone by the gun...

syringe of pain, by ryan:
Syringe of pain
Needle of death
Coming and stabbing
The blood that leaks
Death is near
Death must follow
Injecting this fluid
Going in deep
Burning the skin
Peircing the veins
Killing so fast
The pleasure
Stabbing
Poking
And
Proding.....

darceys poem, fear:
Late at night, filled with fright
Creeping through the dark and cold,
Suddenly he sees a light
As big as a star and as bright.
"Come into the light" cries a voice filled with cruelty.
Inside the light it is darker than before.
Says the light, "You shall be no more!"
Now he tries to escape but it holds him in his place.
He fights to be free but the voice presses him into the earth....

In another world,
Another place
Curiosity kills another face.
In the dark of night
There stands a fright
Surrounded by light.
Do not enter his realm,
For if you do you'll feel the bones of many crunch beneath your feet.
And your days will be over.
You will be separated from yourself
And exist in a state of noncorporeality
Only to feed a lost soul
Who devours people whole
And was cast into the shadows
To dwell in hell eternally
Deep is the darkest peace of the sea
But not as deep as the world of fear
And not as near.

Now the one who dwells in fear
Is stronger than the waves in storm
And fiercer than lightning!
He breaks free from his eternal prison.
The lost souls float away.
Many now hear the voice of they
Who were foolish enough to enter the light.
Hear their warning,
Feel their fright.
Gather together
And fight for what is right!

Still the demon tramples through the earth
Safe from the pains of death and birth
It wanders through the valleys and hills
And empty holes it fills.

Beware the darkness,
An enemy greater than any other
Waiting for the fools to march
Into the cave of the dark.
Beware my friend, for all should fear
The fear that has crept upon this land.

dark power, by ryan:
A dark power
A dark light
Pulling me in
Closer I go
Falling now
The dark
The power
The gleam
The glow
Taking me over
Will it let go?
I never will know
Cause now its time
my time
to leave this planet
go into darkness
and die
Forever......


kill me now, by ryan:

I want to die
Kill me now
Burn me
Sell my soul
Out on the street
Take the knife
slice my wrist
the pain is gone
I am gone
Darkness is here
Overwhelming
It pulls in my soul
It feeds on it
Feeds on the anger
Misery
Hate
Kill me now
Slash me
Into tiny peices
Devour me
In a painful manner
This hate is building
End it now
Just kill me
Kill me now


your fault, by ryan:
I take a breathe
And grab the knife
Only wanting
To end my life
It seems too hard
To carry on and cope
I can't go on
There is no hope
I was put on this earth
For no reason at all
All I do
Is contine to fall
So this is the end
Life has come to a halt
I just want you to know
That it's all your fault.

dark demons, by ryan:
Darkness
Hatred
All around
Everyone is
Evil
Deadly
Struggling to survive
This world
Filled with
Misery
Loss
And Blackness
Impossibilities
Become possible
The possible
Die with dreams
As you look
Look for light
You are stopped
By the darkness
The demons
The anger builds
Hatred comes
They want your death
To come near
They hate you
Decieve you
Want your soul
Ending this world
For you
Is there goal....

trapped, by ryan:
I feel trapped In an endless cage of torture
No one is there
No one to care
These bars are tight
They hold me in
They keep out love and happiness
With only hatred within
All the sadness
all the hate
this cage is its home
It is my home too
I live alone
Not having love
No one cares for me
The hatred I feel
Despair and sadness
Swirling
Twirling
In this cage of doubt
Will I ever be free
I often ask
Will the sun shine through
these rust bars
Will love come in
Will the happiness appear
Will this darkness be overcome with light?
I am trapped

perish in hell, by ryan:
Death is following me
Its dark black shadow
It gets closer each day
Waiting
Until it will cover me
My body
My soul
It watches for when I sleep
And than it enters my head
I see the death Sadness
Hate
And all I see is darkness
The shadow of it all
It never fades
Anytime
Anyday
As when I look behind me
And I see it lurking there
I wish it could over take me
Take me from this pain
Defeat the world of suffer
End all the misery
If i was a butterfly
Would you set me free?

If i sold my soul
Would you buy it back
for me?

If i built a fire
Would you guard the
flames?

If i said i loved you
Would you do the same?
a beutifull poem i stole from pooh pot pie
whyd ya have to go and


make me decappatated?
a line from my idel,weird al yanchavic.


Fantasy….


Fantasy is growing strong
Never right
Never wrong
Always scaring me to death
Even when I took my first breath.
Looking here and looking there
Wind is blowing through my hair
Flying straight over the sea
Unknown voices calling me



I can see the fantasy
It can often frighten me
As I’m dreaming in my sleep
Usually can make me weep
As the people stare at me
I don’t know what they can see
A girl was on a shopping spree
She started to flee
Straight towards me
She asked me were I got my wings
I said I’ve always had these things
When I wake up
Around midnight
I start to sob
I start to cry
I wonder why I have this life
The pain inside stings like a knife
I’m dreaming, dreaming
what I think
My life is dark and black like ink
When I pray to god at night
I ask him why I have this life

I can see the fantasy

I can see the fantasy


I can see the fantasy


I can see the fantasy!
from cotton_candy03


Jenny was so happy about the house they had found.
For once in her life 'twas on the right side of town.
She unpacked her things with such great ease.
As she watched her new curtains blow in the breeze.
How wonderful it was to have her own room.
School would be starting; she'd have friends over soon.
There'd be sleep-overs, and parties; she was so happy
It's just the way she wanted her life to be.
On the first day of school, everything went great.
She made new friends and even got a date!
She thought, "I want to be popular and I'm going to be,
Because I just got a date with the star of the team!"
To be known in this school you had to have clout,
And dating this guy would sure help her out.
There was only one problem stopping her fate.
Her parents had said she was too young to date.
"Well I just won't tell them the entire truth.
They won't know the difference; what's there to lose?"
Jenny asked to stay with her friends that night.
Her parents frowned but said, "All right."
Excited, she got ready for the big event
But as she rushed around like she had no sense,
She began to feel guilty about all the lies,
But what's a pizza, a party,and a moonlight ride?
Well the pizza was good, and the party was great, But the moonlight ride would have to wait.
For Dan was half drunk by this time. But he kissed her and said that he was just fine.
Then the room filled with smoked and Dan took a puff.
Jenny couldn't believe he was smoking that stuff.
Now Dan was ready to ride to the point
But only after he'd smoked another joint.
They jumped in the car for the moonlight ride, Not thinking that he was too drunk to drive.
They finally made it to the point at last, And Dan started trying to make a pass.
A pass is not what Jenny wanted at all
"Perhaps my parents were right....maybe I am too young.
Boy, how could I ever, ever be so dumb."
With all of her might, she pushed Dan away:
"Please take me home, I don't want to stay."
Dan cranked up the engine and floored the gas.
In a matter of seconds they were going too fast.
As Dan drove on in a fit of wild anger,
Jenny knew that her life was in danger. She begged and pleaded for him to slow down,
But he just got faster as they neared the town. "Just let me get home! I'll confess that I lied.
I really went out for a moonlight ride."
Then all of a sudden, she saw a big flash.
"Oh God, Please help us! We're going to crash!"
She doesn't remember the force of impact.
Just that everything all of a sudden went black.
She felt someone remove her from the twisted rubble, And heard,
"call an ambulance! These kids are in trouble!
Voices she heard...a few words at best.
But she knew there were two cars involved in the wreck.
Then wondered to herself if Dan was all right,
And if the people in the other car was alive.
She awoke in the hospital to faces so sad.
"You've been in a wreck and it looks pretty bad."
These voices echoed inside her head,
As they gently told her that Dan was dead.
They said "Jenny, we've done all we can do.
But it looks as if we'll lose you too."
"But the people in the other car!?" Jenny cried.
"We're sorry, Jenny, they also died."
Jenny prayed, "God, forgive me for what I've done
I only wanted to have just one night of fun."
"Tell those people's family, I've made their lives dim,
And wish I could return their families to them."
"Tell Mom and Dad I'm sorry I lied,
And that it's my fault so many have died.
Oh, nurse, won't you please tell them that for me?"
The nurse just stood there-she never agreed.
But took Jenny's hand with tears in her eyes.
And a few moments later Jenny died.
A man asked the nurse, "Why didn't you do your best
To bid that girl her one last request?"
She looked at the man with eyes so sad.
"Because the people in the other car were her mom and dad."
This story is sad and unpleasant but true,
So young people take heed,
it could have been you.
a poem found by MILISHO

If I had one wish
Would you make it come true?
If I gave you a chance
Would you give me one too?
If you made a promise to me
Would you keep your word?
If I say I love you
Would you be the one who heard?
a poem by Alison

If your siggy is a mile wide,
If you look at things from but one side,
If you cannot spell out you and are,
If you talk like you're from planets far,
If 3 words describe you, 'i tipe gud',
If you're what gives laughs to neighborhoods,
If anti-moronspeekers are all gay,
If repeating 'lol' you spend all day,
If on the site nothing you read,
If all your pets are health-wise dead,
If you complain of being pelt,
If you IQ's that of a belt,
If all you do's beg to no end,
You are a total n00b, my freind.
a poem by Toilet Of Doom.

I feel the knife
Peircing my skin
Running slowly
Runny deeply
The soft tingle
Of the trickle of blood
Completing my need
For pain
The blood is coming
More at a time
The little trickle
Has now bled more
Wetting my arm
With this warm
Wet blood
Trickles now form
Branching off
The pain is to enjoy
Satisfy the hurt
Of my heart
Mending the harm
Emotionally done
Killing my hoped
Defeating my dreams
With one single
Trickle of blood
Tricle of Blood
by Ryan.

i want to cry for you,
but tears in my eyes won't come through.

all these things you're into
are one day going to mislead you.

i want to be there to convince you
out of stupid things you shouldn't do.

i hate to even think
what will one day be your pain and suffering.

you may not ever think about me,
but i beg you not to hate me.

everytime i look at you,
i feel so confused.

i never wanna lose you,
cause i don't know what i'd do.
a poem by strawbery13
also by strawbery13:

i took the knife tonight
only cause it felt so right.

i felt the edge
cut into my burning flesh.

now i lay here writing
that death is what i'm fighting.

all i wanted to know
was why this world was so cold.

and i'll never know
why i always felt so alone.

what did i ever do
to be told everything but the truth?

just lie and say you love me
cause i'm already suffocating.

the constant look of death in your eyes
always told me to cry.

as i drown in my own blood,
various memories begin to flood.

just let me die in peace,
without your harsh surroundings.
and from my favorite artist,strawberry13:
i've never lived
in total happiness.

i fear tomorrow
as a chain of sorrow.

you've engraved my name
into another endless game.

i've always feared you
and what you might do.

i'm scared to talk
cause everything seems so lost.

i cry myself to sleep
every night in a silent weep.

i've tried and tried and tried,
but nothing is close to alright.

i always hear your screams
flooding into my dreams.

i've been through so much
that i'm scared of the slightest touch.

i've always been i social outcast
but still somehow see through that.

this pain hurts more
than it ever did before.

please don't hurt me
cause i already feel like nothing.

just let me be myself
i don't need any help.

if one day i leave,
please don't come after me.



by clouded graze:
Near to the door,
He paused to stand,
As he took his glass ring,
Off her hand,
All who were watching,
Did not speak,
As a silent tear,
Ran down his cheek,
And through his mind,
The memorys ran,
Of the moments they walked,
And ran in the sand(hand in hand),
But now her eyes were terribly cold,
For he would never again have her hand to hold,
They watched in silence,
As he bent near,
And whispered the words "I luv u",
In her ear,
He touched her face,
And started to cry,
As he put on his ring,
And wanted to dye,
Just then the wind began to blow,
As they lowered her casket into the snow,
This is what happens,
To man alive,
When friends let friends,
Drink and drive!!!

Soldier

As the eve of the festival approaches
The soldiers march, mail-clad,
Their numbers diminished, through battlefield.

Their eyes are hollow, yet hold so much
Fear, pain, and sorrow.
Even the festival cannot brighten their spirits.

Countless have fallen at the hands
Of the enemy, and been avenged,
But even death seems not to matter anymore to them.

They are endlessly reliving all they
Have seen, silently expressing their misery
They don’t care that they might be next.

All that matters to them now
Is winning the fight, triumphing over their enemy,
Destroying those who have destroyed them.
by darcey.
Every misery of mine has binded
I try to be glad, but that has been blinded
My life is like an animal that has been put down
Every time I think of the past, I cant help but frown.
Oh happy dagger on the floor please do so avenge me
After I do this mabye I will be free
The time has come to rest my soul
My life, its torn apart
My consince has been stolen
I think about it but i don't have a change of heart.
It's time to go, to be set free,
Oh Earth let me be
The dagger rests upoun my chest
I just put my self to rest,
There is blood covering the floor
Nobody rushes in the door, my body lays to rest.
by _godess192_

When the mortals are sleeping,
The night is not day,
I can hear only somethings,
That you say.

I wish I understood you,
You really don't care,
I've always stood by you,
I've always been there.

You can tell me anything,
Anything, everything you thought,
Because when The Girl is near,
I will be caught.

I thought you liked me,
I thought you were my friend,
But I was too blind to see,
That our colours did not blend.

So off you go with The Girl,
Leaving me to suffer,
I really do wish,
That our realationship was tougher.

Two can play it that game,
I don't care about you,
Because you left me today,
So I'll leave you too.
looby's.

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from candyrox
that's it... i'm disliked