| Registered: | May 30, 2006 11:28 PM |
| ID: | 59963 |
| Title: | User |
| Name: | pop ROCKS= fun. for. hours. |
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y hello thar,[/color] -//d o u c h e b a g ! :] [/size] 0h 0wn! you guys are starting to claim that you're not even gonna try and be dihfurynt. Well... that sucks balls. If ya can't even do that, what are we to expect from you in the f u t u r e? You seriously are some lazy arses. MUHAHAHAHA; i make fun of knowing the fact that you are willing to let life ruin you and throw things in you face and it really tickles me inside to know that you aren't strong enough to just slam the door on all of that CRAP. it really just pokes me in the side that you aren't even willing to smile much anymore because of the crap you went through. .... Well lemme tell YOU somethin'. I once was going crazy in my little head (and still mostly am!). I kept obsessing over my religion and for some odd little reason, I said really nasty little things to myself like fuck this or that about my religion and kept saying stupid ass [insert name here] and I don't know why I did. I couldn't control it and I knew it was wrong; I just tended to do the EXACT opposite of what I actually wanted to. ): It still comes back and I practically loose myself trying to keep myself from thinking it. I would cry at night and pray to God that I wouldn't burn in hell. ..I would sometimes talk to myself. I've never even told anyone this and this is the first time I posted it and probably not the last. It would even happen in class, while I was talking, and just around people. they probably thought i was crazy because i'd have to stop in the middle of whatever i was doing just to stop it. So while you sit hating the world and hating this and that, be happy that you're not so fucked up in the brain. (: I'm tired of hearing "i get mad easily" or "i'm really bitchy" just because of stupid ass relationships that you couldn't get over. Even I'VE had terrible things happen and bad relationships along with all of the above. So stop shoving it in my FACE because I could care less about how bad you THINK your life is. Sometimes I have to force a smile but I still have many things in my life to be happy about. We're all still so young, even in our twenties. If you're going to let life ruin you, atleast let it take you over later and enjoy the time you have to be happy. just so ya know, most of you deserved to be SLAP'D! you can't get mad just because you don't get everything you want and life isn't fair (even if that's most of the time) because in the end, it ALWAYS evens out. (weather in life or death) so in the words of Korn, "wake the fuck up!" and frickin' live your life (happily) <3. - Jennifer Clayton aka Fuzzy Bubble aka Oceania aka bighairymonkeynuts (that's not an actually account, DOUFUS. xD) show the world how strong you can be ... or you're just hopeless  ... it's funny how this was actually supposed to be a rant about how uncreative some of you are but i guess i got lost in the moment and changed my mind. xP luvyalots (even if some of ya are idiotic, lol) | |