| Registered: | Sep 24, 2005 12:06 PM |
| ID: | 46576 |
| Title: | User |
| Name: | Lasy Mizery |
| Gender: | Female |
| Eem: | 9,328 |
| Pet choice: | Enslave |
| eeMail: | Send eeMail |
| Forum posts: | Forum posts |
| Achievements: | Member |
| Pets: | Heart of Dark, Mizery, Tearz of Sadness |
| Shops: | -Rare-, -Junk-, -Sale- |
| Last seen: | 907 weeks, 1 day, 13 hours, 46 minutes ago |
 DO NOT FUCKIN TAKE THIS. Thank you so much Silver-Wings. <33  GO AWAY. RESIN DON'T LIKE YOU. DON'T WANT TO GET TO KNOW YOU. DONT EVEN WANT TO TALK TO YOU. BUT WANTS YOU TO FUCK OFF AND GET A LIFE. ~Unless~ You already know her, and she considers you a friend. //YES// I //AM// Resin. Stop asking me that //GODDAMN// Question. Everything in my world crashes and I watch it begin to fall. Sometimes my body is so numb, I don't think of getting up at all. I take the sharp knife, and slide down onto my hand. How could I sink so low? This I don't understand. Suddenly I cut through flesh, and a line of blood appears. My body drops, my mind is foggy, my vision isn't clear. Suddenly memories flash of why I sunk so low. I watch as my mother abandons me as a child so. Then before I can stop it, she drops dead on the ground. There is no sight of air going in, she doesn't make a sound. For she had been a woman addicted to the worst drug of all. Speed, a crystal drug, that had made my mother fall. The sad thing about this all is I never said goodbye. Had my mother truley abandoned me or had this been a lie? She had told me and told me that she never cared for us. "You are stupid little bitches," My mother would always cuss. To me and my other sisters, the children of her. This was all reality and it truley hurt for sure. Suddenly my body shakes, after it had fell. My mind switches and my face suddenly turns very pale. My father lays in a hosipal, the doctor takes his blood. The doctor sighs to himself, a petal falls off a bud. I sit apon my chair and ask the doctor whats so wrong. He shakes his head and sighs again. "Your father don't have long." I ask him what he means, as tears stream down my face. I know what he means, but I find something to replace, The pain that pounds deep down in my very heart. And then my mind triggers something else and I start from the start. I see how my friend yells and tears stain her cheeks. We hadn't talk for days, soon to turn to weeks. For she had thought that I hated her so. So I sat and painfully, watch her soon to go. For months I sit in my room to depressed to speak. My father not makes a sound, he suddenly takes a peek. A peek of me sitting and crying on my bed. Thoughts of everything that happened, go on through my head. My mothers dead, my dad is dying, my friend hates me. I have no one else, or soon I won't, this I can see. Finally a year later, my friend comes up to me in the hall. I tell her that, I don't know why we never spoke at all. She tells me I told her that I hated her so much. This was all the confusion that besettled me I hunched. Everything kills me inside, and I'll tell you theres much more. But I won't tell you all of it, I shudder from my sore. As my body lays on the the cold and very hard ground. There is no sign of breath, my mind don't make a sound. -Lady Mizery ~~~ADOPTABLES~~~ Thank you, Shiny. | |
