I just got the message and another friend is dead Oh I wish she didnt have to but shes gone now Why does this happen to me I find myself crying again over two lost friends of mine Dead Not coming back Mourning someone you once knew is so painful to stand waiting at the phone now for two people wholl never call More and more people die each day but to my dismay it had to be my two best friends why me Hating whoever took them I wait at the phone waiting for a call or a reply to those ten emails I sent to them Its been three days now and I think Im dead inside Tears stain my face I embrace sadness unconciousness is such a nice feeling when theyre gone cause I dont remember a thing but when I do I grab my bat and club myself to forget again Now my parents know and took the bat away but I just gotta say that I need it cause this pain is unimaginable and just wont go away Its time for me to leave this house Im sorry my mom and dad but I just cant live this way cause my two best friends are dead I wish they were walking with me running with me talking to me But they wont ever do that again cause Im down here and theyre somewhere unknown Such a bad feeling I wish I were gone Why couldnt they take me along I want to be dead too cause my inside soul isnt there anymore it died too and my friends are dead I want them to come back but its useless you see cause my sadness is just taking over me It s such a painful sensation while sitting here next to the phone waiting for my friends to call but they will never come