Dropping to my knees I ignore all hopes my own hearts pleas I follow him around then drop to the ground And I wish I could sink in my memories I wish I could disappear And yet I wish he were near If only he were here then I would hold him dear and tell him who I am But it will never happen Never in time Will there come a day when he sees me far away and runs my way There will never come a day that hed run to me even if he saw me anyway