| Registered: | Oct 30, 2005 8:26 PM |
| ID: | 48586 |
| Title: | User |
| Name: | Kat _______ |
| Gender: | Female |
| Pet choice: | Enslave |
| eeMail: | Send eeMail |
| Forum posts: | Forum posts |
| Achievements: | Member |
| Pets: | loveless, x_beloved_x, Rottting_Angel, contact, skonhet, Lazerath |
| Shops: | shop |
| Last seen: | 463 weeks, 3 days, 9 hours, 43 minutes ago |
Name: Kat Age:16 Location: Florida, US Gender: Girly Style: Eh hair: Red and Black eyes: hazel skin: very pale height: 5' 8'' relationship: broken hearted  Favorite Bands: Avenged Sevenfold bullet for my valentine panic!at the disco mindless self indugence pencey prep night kills the day Job for a cowboy AFI three days grace as i lay dying sytem of a down muse papa roach rise against the used >.< theres to many! She is broken Heart, mind and spirit. Shattered. She's not a size two, and she is not special. The magazines tell her she's not beautiful. She's kind to people she doesn't need to be kind to. It's too easy for her to forgive but it's so, so hard to forget. She has been taught too many times that best friends are overrated. She has learned that love is does not just find you. She knows now that every pot has its lid, but Hell; maybe she's a frying pan. She is too tall for her liking. She is too loud and she is too crazy. She is too quiet at the wrong times. Everybody needs somebody. She is afraid to have anyone. Not that anyone wants her. Her head spins at the thought of letting someone close. Her walls have been broken down before, and the floods came soon after. Don't you worry, though. She has rebuilt her barricades to be almost indestructible. She dreams someone will come and take her away from all this. She knows that no one will. She is a cliche. She wishes she were amazing. She wishes people wanted to be her. She wants to make people jealous. But what would people be jealous of? She does not believe in magic. She does not wish on shooting stars or 11:11. She's never had a dream or wish come true. She's never had a boyfriend. Never a kiss, or someone to hold her hand. The only person to ever see her cry are her bedroom walls and the reflection in the mirror. She wants needs to be saved. She needs to be told she is beautiful. She needs someone to steal her heart and keep it safe. She needs someone to wipe her tears. She needs someone to need her. She needs someone to see her. She needs someone to stick around for a change. She needs to be loved. She needs the impossible. Life is more than hurt and pain, sorrow leaves while love remains. Give love, all the beauty shared, broken dreams can be repaired. Look ahead the past is done, put away the knife or gun, hurt shall die while hope survives it's not that hard to stay alive. Our losses make us all forget, there's more to life than sad regret, survive today and hope tomorrow, help others to get through their sorrow. We all have things that hurt our heart, but don't give up it's time to start to heal, feel strong again, remember all your family and friends, the good times that made you smile, then decide to stay awhile, although this life seems unforgiving, people need your help with living through the broken years, stay alive to help them through their tears, together we can share our love and slowly start to rise above all the pain that kept us down, unchain your mind to find that hope is found within your wins and all the things that make you proud, uncloud your heart that's full of doubt, this poem is not just about cliche's I mean exactly what I say, believing everything you heard, hoping you receive my words with understanding, I'm not reprimanding, I want to see you standing on on your own, not ever alone because I'm here with you,forget the past and start a new beginning winning all your tests, depressed no more and fighting hard to free your mind that hides behind the thoughts and lies of suicide, now seeing that death won't resolve the flaws you thought you saw, instead decide to override the hurt and help the people bleeding needing someone who knows their pain to hold them close and keep them sane, death will come when it will come, it can't be used to stop the numbness and the pain you follow, keeping you down and feeling hollow. Realize the lies of those that fill your eyes with tears,life is not as cruel as it appears, please consider all I've said, before deciding to be dead......... | |